Happy 24th Birthday Kyu <3 

So this is my love letter. I will not stop you from reading but this might bore you :))). 

You’re 24 now! Yey! And I say 24 because we’re ORIGINALLY 7 years apart and I don’t want to lengthen the age gap. Honestly, the fact that you’re already an adult whose supposed to be close to marrying is just depressing OTL. But this isn’t about me…so we go back to you.

I can’t believe I’m able to celebrate your birthday for the third time around! I just, it seems far fetched and I know I’ve only known you for 2 years it just … it’s special. Even more so now that three is my favorite number. 

I hope on your day, you are happy. You are able to smile that beautiful smile of yours and I pray its real and not just a facade that you put on because you have to but something real because you are surrounded by people who love you and people you love. You definitely deserve that big smile.

Soooo many things have happened over the year and I just know that whatever great thing has happened it is because of your efforts. I’m so happy and proud of you. When you won all those daesangs I felt like crying and just thanking God over and over again. It was probably one of your shining moments as well. Congratulations!!!

I wish you well on your birthday. I hope another year to your age doesn’t change you. Well, you could do with a little growing up but then I love that childish side of you too. Maybe now that you’re 24 you’ll tweet more! haha. 

I hope that this year you stop pushing yourself harder. Think of your health! Also, take care of your hair. PLEASE! You’re killing it! I mean you’ve changed colors so quickly I think tomorrow you might not have hair anymore! But then again I know that some or most of these things are out of your hand… I just pray that you won’t get carried away and work yourself to the bone :c I’d still love you endlessly so don’t go killing yourself.

I don’t know what else to say anymore. Honestly, I’ve probably written you so many letters now that I’ve already poured out my hear and soul in all of them that all I can say here is wish you a great birthday and hope that God grants even more of your dreams :)

I love you so much Kyuhyun! And that will probably never change. Years may pass, storms will come and this love I have for you will never burn out <3

Love,
Ara 

PS
I’m sorry. I’m so so so sorry! This everything I have for you and I know it’s incredibly small and NOTHING compared to what I did on Henry’s birthday. And okay fine I know you won’t see this so…….. but still I am incredibly sorry and I feel guilty. It feels like I’ve failed you but I hope that despite the fact that these things are small, you can see the love in them. I even went out of my way just to make these for you even when I’m going through an incredibly difficult, what with graduation coming and I’m in school longer than before…anyways…sorry…and do know that I love you. I love you so much! And I’m more than willing to sacrifice a few things for you <3